1. 23
    Dec

    WIN?

    4 months ago I asked my ex to leave his girlfriend and be with me.

    Last week I asked my then boyfriend to forget his ex and be with me.

    None of them chose to be with me.

    It hurts as hell, and the feeling of rejection is still there, but I no longer think there’s anything wrong with me.

  2. 31
    Aug

    Still B.

    We went out for a coffee tonight.

    He got some of the whipped cream and playfully smeared it on my face. I was gonna jokingly ask him to wipe it off with his mouth but I didn’t have to, he just went and did it. First kiss, all over again.

    Later, as we left the coffee place, I approached the passenger side of his car willing to open the door, but he stopped me, touching the door over my shoulder. I thought he was gonna insist on being a gentleman and open the door for me, but instead he pressed me against the car and we stood there kissing for barely too long. Then he opened the door.

    It all came back right then and there. I’m scared shitless.

  3. 28
    Jul

    B.

    B. is a long-time ex boyfriend whom I’ve recently started seeing again. He currently has a girlfriend, but is clearly interested in me. We went on a couple of dates, but of course I’ve been telling myself I don’t kiss commited people, so nothing happened so far.

    Last night we were in his car, just talking and listening to music, when a song that J. introduced me to came on. It felt wrong listening to it in a somewhat romantic setting with someone other than J.

    But then again, what other choice do I have? J. is no longer an option.

    And one more question, if B. has a girlfriend and I still think about J. wishing we were together, then what the fuck are we doing?

  4. 27
    Jun

    Last night was the first time I’ve ever had sex with someone I’d just met. I was at a party at my friend’s place and I met a friend of hers. We were talking and dancing and kissing, and next thing I knew we were on her roomate’s bed.

    I’ve always thought I would never do something like that, and if I did, I would regret it and get hurt, but I don’t feel bad at all. I dare say it was liberating. I feel desirable and free to seduce whoever I want and be successful at it.

    I just hope this isn’t the first step to becoming a whore with zero self-esteem. :P I don’t feel like one at all though.

  5. 22
    Apr
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    19
    Apr
  7. 12
    Apr

    I need to stop believing J. will ever come back.

    I need to stop comparing every other guy to J.

    I need to stop believing J. is the one.

  8. 12
    Apr

    The Story of V.

    I should’ve written about him earlier. Here’s the story:

    We met at a bar, that same week he texted me and we went out for a coffee at Starbuck’s. That night he caught my interest with his many tastes and ideals. We had a great first kiss the next week and went on seeing eachother. He’d shown to be a little too insecure for my taste, but still he was a good guy and treated me very nicely.

    Until the time came when I wanted to start a sex life together and, apparently, he didn’t. After many trials and much discussion, he finally confessed to me that sex for him was something “sacred”, and he needed a stronger bond with the other person in order to do it.

    Not that there’s anything wrong with that, I even admire it. But I need a man who desires me no matter what, I can’t be with someone whom I’ve been dating for over a month and whose sex drive haven’t increased one bit.

    Just another typical case of REALITY x EXPECTATIONS. I honestly don’t think I’m expecting too much: all I want is a guy who wants to have sex with a pretty girl and who does everything in his power to make that happen, COME ON! So, I can only assume we’re really not meant for eachother. He’ll find a girl who thinks like him.

    CURRENT STATE OF THINGS:

    He asked for a second chance, I agreed, he blew it, I got pissed. I felt ugly and undesired because I thought the issue was that he didn’t want to have sex with me. So we talked about it and I ended things definitely.

    Right now I’m considering asking for a second chance myself because I miss the feeling of having a boyfriend.

    I went out tonight and realized I was back to where I had to keep looking for guys everytime I go out. And I absolutely hate that. I hate one night stands. I want a boyfriend.

    How to proceed?

  9. 106
    11
    Apr
    i know this is not related, but OMG.
actually it is kinda related. if he liked it, then he should’ve put a ring on it.
capslocka:


super-heroine:

mobaby:

twocokesuk:

dinnerinthedarkroom:

    i know this is not related, but OMG.

    actually it is kinda related. if he liked it, then he should’ve put a ring on it.

    capslocka:

    super-heroine:

    mobaby:

    twocokesuk:

    dinnerinthedarkroom:


  10. 241
    7
    Apr
    fuckyeahdementia:

theduty:

great.
now i’m starving.

    fuckyeahdementia:

    theduty:

    great.

    now i’m starving.

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